Oh, Weep for Her!
Nada Gordon
Word count: 510
Paragraphs: 36
Cole Heinowitz with Shiba Nemat-Nasser at Naropa. Photo: Nada Gordon.
Oh, Weep for Her!
(An elegy for Cole Heinowitz, composed of altered lines from Shelley’s Adonais and Cole’s own poems)
Oh, weep for her! The quick Dreams,
The passion-winged Ministers of thought,
Who were her flocks, whom near the living streams
Of her young spirit she fed, and whom she taught
The love which was its music, wander not—
Wander no more, from kindling brain to brain,
But droop there, whence they sprung; and mourn their lot
.
Surface can hold? I dropping
and weighty think to grab
or change underwater brown to bones
make a strong metaphor
I can look up and want
the mid-sea curved in leaping part…
I shows that the precipice demands music
like myself
and so we sing
I should forget the encumbrance of a body
yet with no single absence
but disbelief these oceans
express increasingly golden matters
Look how beautiful when the water sucks closed over the rocks. So dry, endless thirsty.
Our breath contains more moisture than an entire sea
Water does have flavor
I do have ambition
my face is wet with flavor
associated with rain and thunder
inward flow or current, as in air
large eyes
rudimentary tail
negation is becoming
music, the irrecoverable
it repeats, broadly elliptic
a sense of no end
will no longer suffice
The center’s existing inside of a rhyme…is only a token…that’s spoken in time
.
All she had lov'd, and moulded into thought,
From shape, and hue, and odour, and sweet sound.
.
I am, in fact, unable to keep bubbles from entering my mouth, and once they’re in, I don’t want
to swallow them, so I have to blow them out.
Each molecule of water, bound by a limelit orgy in the elevator before internship to some
cubic unit of sea reef requiting birth, causes an eddy of causality where sedimented rings
appear as vertical chutes in the heat of the moment
It started to rain in awkward musical forays
First growths still wavering under the water
The sun hits the water cherry-colored
Octagons float in an alluvial sea that hates them. Beaten by oars, this sea and the sloshing and
grating of cranial plates
I’m an amoeba were they soon flows
then that’s the rhythm
the slime makes a high dive
some monsters wake in blood depth
of artificial waterways I go
over how a bridge places
not to be dead, skirted to punish
looked like that garish I used
my costume and defiant seem
to live and move only now
the great vermilion come and behold
if song comes from death
tame-head lions for dogs to free man
or river guards dance at god cave
Surrender in joy victims that was and a baby
that sexual day in water would dare crossing
the Rubicon in open nostalgia
Don’t clamp so tight now but
render all seams
to intimate
seas
.
Afar the melancholy thunder moan'd,
Pale Ocean in unquiet slumber lay,
And the wild Winds flew round, sobbing in their dismay.
Nada Gordon consists of a head, neck, torso, two arms and two legs. Since reaching adulthood, her body has consisted of close to 100 trillion cells, the basic unit of life. These cells are organised biologically to form her whole body. She is the author of Folly, V. Imp, Are Not Our Lowing Heifers Sleeker than Night-Swollen Mushrooms?,foriegnn bodie, Swoon, Scented Rushes, Vile Lilt, The Sound Princess (Selected Poems 1985-2015), and Emotional Support Peacock. The initiatory sentence of her blog at https://thesoundprincess.com/ reads: “The impulse to decorate is, as always, very strong.”
