Alex Mattraw and Tiff Dressen
Word count: 1701
Paragraphs: 42
they could warm themselves on the concrete steps.”
California fires of October 2017 by spending the night in their
swimming pool.
Kin. As in heat.
1. Kin. As in heat.
As in asphalt
blades. grass rises
through someone
I say to you:
“the gods are in the kiln”
And so are we
the end of
who
cracks the beginning
of another
Kinder as in the hour
in which
I bore you
with petrol
& wind lit
flames to intuit
familial witness
ash field / canker
glass yielded ceiling
shattering metallic
a climate rears
its disappearance
2.
Kith
clan
kunne
Kön
Königin
As in my family
fell from twenty-
five silken
strings
As in what nature
can ignite?
this inner
climate hangs
daily from
3.
hand held ropes
‐‐Squeamish puppetry‐‐
as in weather
caught within
fog burning
off the tips
of fingers :
our spiral prints
our DNA chamber
music lilacs twist
to tar one
finger pulse-held
Or, waxed knots
nauseous heat
but sliced clean
& bent straight
thru to bone
4.
to hold fast
to spine-split
letters falling lyred
& involuntary
from Oppen’s book
on the landing
I read
a silk cloth
“We are pressed, pressed on each other,
We will be told at once
Of anything that happens”
found coverings
stilled-- dew
wet & familial
as in the smell
5.
Of dirty fur
In morning rain
swept Futura
That must define
Its own rearing
Everywhere I go I
try to recreate
this fragmented
shell
fish char
coal ash
the cauldron
over carbonized
6.
‐‐Cyclonic gestures‐‐
I write a loved
letter to every
last vestige I write in
mineral bone
mitochondrial survivor
scrawl
I scratch in
our maternal
haplogroup
Virtu to tie us
lily to lily
neck to neck
This named history
to ensure
we’ll serve
Notes from the Northern Hemisphere: A correspondence
“Begin afresh in the realms of the atmosphere, that encompasses the solid earth, the
terraqueous globe that soars and sings…..”
--Lisa Robertson
In October, I taste ash
He said, why don’t you try replacing the word light. Strip the body and list: focal, temple,
currency, tattoo.
In the bank unrequited, stand in the grass, mirror the sun for hours and sway. Pretend
you embrace lung-burnt breath, eye-strung looks.
This needle that sears is a cross-stitch, a word scarred your right calf twitching.
He said, to keep you, I cut out the brightest part of me.
The brightest part. Bioluminescent. When I’m near water, I spread my fingers like
starfish. My hands are the part of me I like best.
November comes, and maybe so will the rain
Bright things confide. Tile a confused floor. As if plastic beaded wrists. Sometime in
the afternoon, mud outlines.
Shoes or drawers. Dry eyes spread and panic the day, your nicotine yellow in the grout.
Your terrible teeth, my legs declined.
This spot of light on the back porch where ferals come to eat.
The crepuscular hour.
The promissory note hour. Evening’s threshold hum.
Hymn on concrete; songs for the curbside.
February hurt
You served him the papers, in the asphalt downpour, the aftershock of rain.
Homonym honeymoon the contract stunned, cat claws bracing my dress to flesh.
We are pressed into flesh that weather made us feel. Like that old school sense of
corresponding. In your own handwriting.
I write: I’d like to replace the word “light” with “radiance” or “glitter” or “hegemonic
narratives.” Why do we respond to water stories? Bright things confide.
March begins equinox promise
Rein-fist twisting the blinds. A house not home, you answer. How rain songs hold
weather: an umbrella turns inside out, then blows open. Wind currency.
The handwritten note thrown back, tiny tabs you folded on desks now arrests air. You
said the throat can change the weather.
In May, I’m grounded as a bull, yet keep looking up
Today I read that two Earths could fit into Jupiter’s giant red spot, which is weather. A
storm. Every six days, it completes a cycle.
Every six days, I find words to harvest and send them to you. Sometimes I find
them by the side of the road. In the backyard. The lemon tree. A cat’s eye.
June, the Gemini
Where every day seems doubled. Two words in one, or what we plant. Downpour,
sunflower, upswing, Persephone. Between someone else’s house, and someone else.
Words count me, counter clocked. Storm-locked. The key I leave under the empty pot
by the door, begging to be robbed.
A squirrel must have been hungry, you said. Rip the largest sunflower head. Light-
ripped and bent, leaf edges drooping to concrete. Between its land and water.
I count the number of ants around his paw. Cat dander. Number of hairs abjecting
the window sill. Thud of small bodies whelping wood. Sheet rip of how to sing claw
singe.
July just keeps burning
Every six days, a voice lesson at the unlisted house. Chest or head songs. Dark or
bright, she said. Open your mouth different to hear the tone. Make an intention, she
said, and even this heaves my head open, flattens my back to back.
This morning I encountered an enormous sunflower.
Helianthus. I sang to it.
I send you this message from 14,000 feet. To go up the mountain, you travel
back through time.
Sarcodes sanguinea. You get your second spring. The scarlet
flower appears in the snowmelt. It steals sugars, a stunning parasite.