Poetry
The New Goldfish
she doesn’t recognize
the new goldfish
so much as swallow with her eye
having scanned its contours and found they were the mirror image of some
comfortable place in her brain whose own
contours matched
a certain tone
the precision lining clouds in a world whose
tone is spoken just that way
and heard as well as that, as red
as red is how she understood her objects
as integral to the world
at the end, we were attracted to the borders of our private globes
horizontal sketches of the shore matched vertical articulations of our
atmosphere from space, and together, flat instructions for a deeper
transcendental plan.
we had some motivation, a common red articulating eyelids
told us so, daybreak the same from everywhere except
the dawn itself, a dustiness non-predatory beings can’t withstand.
we hurled stones into a well and years later heard them thrown back up
to us for our diversion, from where we source our information
and heard their echo as the distance first surmised.
the goldfish
is best experienced
around a household
light or sour thought
the dead can think
to hold concordant
spasms in the air
and when they speak
voices fit within
campaigns meant
to silence them
and people doubt
that others walk
engrossed by fractures
in the closet of what’s
lived or what’s rehearsed
vernal nutrients
masked invisibly by
time for safeguard
and gravity relinquishing
its broad domain
to this specific
rising snow
remains secure
the law is picture book
revealed by little
halves emitting glitch
and perspiration
on a sentimental
drive
that’s how
unlike we are
like vinegar
the rocks were steady, a language of diplomacy
commended for indifference to indifferent shades
and swollen on the day’s adjacent continent
before its prism canceled undergrowth.
what is this new kind of living for
pebbles roll across the beach as current sound
was all i wrote, i felt belated writing you behind a wall
of decimals, tide ground smooth, fluid assault
immersed in throat above the larger palate
of beach’s scale, but not their own.
back then was simple
very little was a matter of the weather
and doing nothing was the point
of exhalation so
i felt belated writing you
was all i wrote
life sits in front of her eye like a carrot. especially when she wakes up in the morning to admit it. and to grasp a season full of options in that field is to grasp the generative principle of what may lie outside— someone else, complete with blood.
and mother cries
not for a baby
but the tantrum
he’s become
oh beautiful boy
emasculated in a process
without notice
now as poem
of the goldfish bowl
its depth prospected
however drifting past
further radiance in time
invisible as glass in ice
or simply water